So Much for my happy ending
If I could tell you how I feel right now I would, but honestly I’m at a loss for words. I want to scream at you and get it all out. I want to cry, to somehow make you feel anything for me again. I just want to hear that simple phrase again. “I love you.” It’s strangled in your throat, it doesn’t pass your lips. All I feel is anger. But I know it’s my fault. All I’m asking for is one more chance even though I know I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve you, but you’re my everything and I love you with all that is in me. I don’t know what i’d do without you and please don’t test me on that. I just want it to be like it was before….Sos
Reblog if at times you feel like you’re not good enough for someone.
This is a compilation of verses from all my favorite Simple Plan songs..or at least just the ones that describe today Cuz I’m tryin to get through today It’s like I’m the one So shut up, shut up, shut up Why is everything so hard In a perfect world [Chorus] I just don’t want to waste another day On the first day that I met you
And there’s one thing I know…
Don’t wanna talk this one out
I won’t let you bring me down
Cuz I know
I don’t wanna think about you
You love to hate
But not today
Don’t wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You’ll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Now I’m sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit all your insults
But nothing you say is gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We’ll never let you in
Won’t look back,
When I say goodbye.
I’m gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what’s mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You’re gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it’s up to you.
I never wanted to believe that you could lie
That friends deceive
And here I stand I’m still the same
I watched you change
You wont come back
I wonder what it’s like to be like you
(I wonder what it’s like to be like you)
To never really care how bad it hurts
(To never really care how bad it hurts)
So go ahead and lie and keep moving on
It’s all about yourself and you’re never wrong
I’ll watch you crash and burn
I’m trying to make things right
But you shove it in my face
And all those things you’ve done to me I can’t erase
And I can’t keep this inside
It’s time to say goodbye
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappear without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found a way to let me down
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
And I feel like
I’m living the worst day
Over and over again
“Thank You” I thought that I could always count on you, So thank you for showing me, Yeah! I wonder why it always has to hurt, So thank you for showing me, When the tables turn again, So thank you for showing me, So thank you, for lying to me,
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together,
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. I’m worrying about today. :P
Today=Shit
reasons why today is shitty:
-I woke up at 5:30 to a thunderstorm and wet blankets from having my window open.
-My mom was in a bitchy mood and it made me equally as bitchy
-I had to walk to school in the rain
-I have blisters on my toes from my shoes being wet from walking in the rain
-My leasy favorite person in the ENTIRE WORLD is at school today and has already said some stupid shit about me
-I only have 10 days left at home
-I have to write an in class exam next period.
now tell me my day doesn’t suck.

